During the lockdown, I broke up with my boyfriend. We dated for a year and a half, and he lived in Germany. Last year, we often spent weekends together, traveling back and forth. The relationship ended because there was finally time to slow down and think, to look differently at things that you usually ignore because of the crazy rhythm of life.
It became harder to stick to my daily routine. I noticed that the more I plan for myself, the more I manage to do. Now I have more time, but it has become more difficult to maintain self-discipline. When you don't even know what will happen in the future, you ask yourself "why does it matter?" On the other hand, I started working out more and spending more time in nature. For the first time in eight years of life in Rotterdam, I discovered many new parks (moving to another neighbourhood helped too).